I always have something to write about. My husband and I went to New York last weekend, Matthew gave me a medical scare, and work is always a trip. Then why do I sit here in front of my computer and avoid the blog? I have so many questions in my life and I desperately want answers. I find myself mentally exhausted. Work drains me and by the time I spend whatever energy I have left with my kids I am done. I truly wanted this is be a snapshot of my life, but all I have is empty dates. Maybe that is all it is for now.